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Monday, August 24, 2009
♥ Long Overdue.
After all the shits we've been through,
I've had a really good 11 months.
I love you before, now, and for eternity.
Will you marry me?
5 years from now?
Last Updated @ 11:06 PM
xoxo,
Y
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
♥ skipped a beat.
went from being "in a relationship" to "it's complicated."
My heart skipped a beat when i read that,
but I'll still respect whatever decision you've made.
You've made my life worthwhile
with your presence the last few months.
I'll still lysvm.
Last Updated @ 2:36 AM
xoxo,
Y
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
♥ i lied.
If i had the chance to do it all over again,
i would do it differently.
But that's the thing about life,
you don't get a second chance
If i die, don't cry for me.
I'm not worth your precious tears.
I've done you wrong.
My heartfelt apologies.
Last Updated @ 3:05 AM
xoxo,
Y
Monday, June 15, 2009
♥ My Lil' Sister.
I Don't know where to start, because
I don't know when there will be an end.
Almost all of my life we've had each other.
We've laughed together,
Cried together,
Yelled at each other,
And lied to each other.
But there is another thing, too.
I'm not so blind to see,
How much you are like me.
In my heart I know that everything I do,
Will somehow have an effect on you.
I try so hard to always set a good example,
But I know in the past I have given you bad samples.
Life isn't easy,
And when it's not,
I wanna be there to guide your way with you.
When I'm torn between choices,
I always wonder how each one might effect you today.
I know there've been times when maybe
I did the wrong thing,
But now I can really see just how careful I need to be.
You'll make mistakes,
Take the wrong road instead of the right,
But don't ever let people tear you down,
Always put up a fight.
Most of all I want you to know,
That no matter where I am,
What I'm doing,
Or who I'm with,
If you are in trouble in life,
I'll drop everything,
and be there in seconds to give you my advice.
I want to say
I will end this message with something special,
But it would be a lie,
Because there will never be an end,
What we have together will never die.
All of a sudden, I miss you very much.
No one shall insult you, no one.
I'm taking this very hard.
Very very hard.
Last Updated @ 12:57 AM
xoxo,
Y
Sunday, June 14, 2009
♥ liar liar, pants on fire.
Patience is like oxygen and I can't live without it,
But the supply of oxygen do runs out sometimes making it hard for me to breathe,
And when it is hard to breathe, tempers flare.
When hoping for the best, the best don't always come.
Thinkingnegatively is the way of life now cause when I think positively all I get is negative results.
Oh Man, I've never felt so tired breathing before.
So you say i'm a liar.
A liar I am then.
Last Updated @ 12:29 AM
xoxo,
Y
Thursday, June 11, 2009
♥ funny.
It's funny sometimes,
When you are encountering a problem,
You're busy searching high and low for that problem,
But you always forget to look at yourself.
* Don't get me wrong.
I'm talking about life, generally.
Not an individual.
Last Updated @ 1:39 AM
xoxo,
Y
Sunday, June 7, 2009
♥ candy.
My celebrity Twin.HAHAHAH.
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hand and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
* You're sweet like sugar;
You'll be my candy.
I love you alot,
Zakiah Md Shah.
Last Updated @ 1:02 AM
xoxo,
Y